nostalgia
I can hardly believe this, but the Cherry Ames novels are back in print. Or at least some of them are.
I have to confess that when I saw this cover for the first time in many years, I had something close to a panic reaction. As if I had run into an old friend who had supposedly died years ago. Shock and a sense of disconnection and then a deep, abiding sense of joy.
Now you're thinking how really strange I am, but you have to understand what these books meant to me when I was ten years old. Things were really tough at home, and reading was my primary escape. I read my way through the school library and the public library, and then I came across this book, which was the first in a series. At the time I did't realize how old the story was -- it was first published in 1943 -- but it wouldn't have mattered anyway. Because the character and the setting struck such a chord that I was immediately drawn in.
The first novel starts with Cherry Ames going off to nursing school, aged 18. She leaves home and starts a career. She lives in a community of other nurses, she goes to classes and works in the wards at the hospital. She struggles, and succeeds.
Cherry Ames was responsible for my early -- and long lived -- intention to go into medicine. Until I was eighteen, there was no doubt in my mind that I would be a nurse. This wasn't adolescent dreaminess, either. I researched nursing schools, wrote away for catalogues, filled out applications. I looked at three year hospital nursing programs in Boston, New York, Seattle, Los Angeles. I was dead serious.
Clearly things got in the way and my plans changed, but I have always felt a strong affinity to the nursing professions. I think because somehow or another, I used Cherry Ames as a projection device. I projected myself out of a bad situation at home and into an orderly, structured community of women caring for the sick and (in my adolescent understanding) each other. Nuns, but without the god stuff. Doctors instead of priests. A perfect goal for a kid like me. Between the ages of 10 and 12 I saved every penny, and bought all of the Cherry Ames books. There were close to thirty, I believe.
I don't have to re-read them now to know that they were rife with sexism, the doctor as god, the nurse as servant. At that age, in 1967, the produce of an italian American home and a Catholic upbringing, what else was there? Then it didn't matter. Now it probably would, so I won't reread them. I'd like to keep the good memories and feelings. Cherry Ames stories were something I did for myself as a kid, something positive and uplifting. I want to hold on to that.
There's a part of me that is pretty much convinced that in a parallel universe, I am nursing somewhere. Maybe teaching in a nursing school. Maybe in midwifery. I like the idea. I'm holding on to it. If I had the time and money, maybe I'd go to nursing school at age fifty, catch up with Cherry Ames after all these years.
There's a Cherry Ames website, which has summaries of all the books, their settings and plots.